loneliness

Loneliness,it hurts the soul, though it's sometimes so full of great emotions, it's part of emotions.

What can you do when you feel so lonely, do you think ,or do you do something just to forget about it for a while, and can you really forget it, is it possible? Some people pretend they love their loneliness, and that's what I used to do before, but now that I know the meaning of being two, or three, loneliness may be sometimes great, but it still hurts deep down the soul.

If anyone could feel what the other feels, we could feel less lonely, and then we could start forgetting about this state.

There are geniuses who need to be lonely in order to create, but I'm sure that those people forget about their feeling of being lonely.

There are others who chose to be lonely because they are afraid of being in society, homophobia, that's what it's called.

There are also those who don't want to be lonely, but life compelled them to become alone, so what shall they do, they have ne choice but being lonely. Their sadness becomes insignificant with time cause they get used to it, however maybe that this very sadness is a beginning of a new hope, maybe...

Sometimes you think ou're lonely, but actually you're not . When you search around you, if you ever got the will to look, you find someone around the corner, there in the dark, where you can't expect it, and this someone so special looks in your direction and lends you his hand, and then you hesitate, cause you just ask yourself: "shall I trust him or her?", after all it's so difficult to trust a person, it takes time.

Everything in life takes time, when you're a baby it takes a time to grow up, when you're grown up, it takes time to socialize, when you socialize, again it takes time to really know people, when you get to know them, it takes time to love them, when you do so, you're afraid to lose them so to lose the time you spent loving them, that's why when you really lose them, you feel sad and empty of the time you spent with them. It also takes time to study, then it takes time to search for a job, then time and time.....But even when you're surrounded by all those people you know, you feel your loneliness at a certain time of the day, or at night. You start wondering: " why should I feel lonely when everyone also does, why should I even care about loneliness, it's just so normal to feel so?

However, when it hurts you that much deep down the soul, you can't feel anything anymore, you just walk and go , you try to live your life the best you can, but it kills you to feel that emptiness....

  You know that with time it could pass by, you wait until that time comes still going on, and when it comes, you try to hold it for a while, the longest you can....

So try and live, and get tired, and force yourself to be happy, it's the only way you can possibly forget your loneliness for a little while.

Comments

[EMMA BENJI]

Tu ne seras jamais seule ma chérie, tu as ta famille et moi !!!
tu peux toujours compter sur nous. Chaque personne a une "destinée"...il faut croire en la vie... et inchallah tout ira pour le mieux pour toi
Take care